can't sleep

i just had a dream involving me eating lunch with my boss from Northern Trust, gms dying in a motorcycle accident, a motorcycle rider nearly running over a woman right near the accident, woman flips out and starts crying and yelling at the motorcycle driver, telling him it's 'people like his fault', so he pulls a gun, shoots at her, i try to get them to all calm down, and this douchebag skinny white kid walks up to me and puts one in my left temple, i die a painless death. the only thing i could think was 'wow, its really over'

i can't go back to sleep